I think i'm the worst. I just want to run away because running keeps me sane. But nowadays, running too is a difficult task for me. Because i'm always running away with my problems and i thought it will be resolved by just like that forever... but, nooooo. they are still chasing meeeee. It won't end unless i end it properly.
I posted that last August and I'm reposting it now. Gosh, four months have passed but I'm still like this, procrastinating things. I don't know why but I feel so insecure. I don't want to start things because I feel like I will mess up in the end so what's the point of trying. I f you'll say I should not be like that, I know. But, I lost all my confidence and I have no clue where can I regain my lost confidence. I know, I am nobody compared to them, I am not even worth comparing for. Before, when everything goes wrong, I usually set my mind to think positively, battling to win this inferiority. But now, yay! I can't even look directly in their eyes. I feel so worthless. I don't know why. Someone, help me!
I am not like this. I am not weak. I should be strong. I should be.
♥ ☺ ♥ And that what life brings. ♥ ☺ ♥
