Have you ever thought of what you really want to do in your life? This is the thought bubbles of mine as I recently talked to a lot of my friends regarding goals and dreams in life. I somewhat feel like I am being left behind―them being doing what they really want while I am here still stuck with my own world enjoying things day by day.
As of the moment, I still really don't know what I really want to do. I have many things I want to accomplish in life but my end goal is just the same―I just want a simple comfortable life with a family to love and children of mine to take care of along with my loving husband. I can still see myself being a goal-oriented wife with a blooming career but technically, I would not replace anything in the world except for having a happy family I will be nourishing for a lifetime.
I couldn't help but ask a friend who recently achieved his dream: how it feels to be living the dream he was once dreaming of. He said it feels overwhelming, and I kind of agree. For a person who used to dream a lot and push through with it, I feel the familiar feeling of this overwhelming joy of striving and the happy feeling of hustling to achieve your passion. I wonder when did I stop feeling it? Or maybe, just as what my other friend told me, it is just that I am in the phase of hibernation due to the many uncontrollable things happening in the world. After all, life is like seasons―spring, summer, fall, and winter. There is always a time to hustle but there will always room to pause, relax, and just live in the moment.
Just as the season changes, winter will be ending soon and I should be doing what I need to do. To invest in my future and start hustling again. It is the day when I need to turn the page of my favorite book as I have been stuck for this chapter in a while. This year, I need to focus and think what I really want to do in life, and to start preparing for the next year and the coming years. I need to focus again so when I finally reach my end goal and read this writing again, I will thank myself for what I have become.
♥ ☺ ♥ And that what life brings. ♥ ☺ ♥
