Ang mahirap sa akin, i easily get discouraged when they say i can't do it or there's nothing i can do to change their minds. And yes, wala man lang akong ginawa para ipaglaban ang dapat pinaglalaban ko :( Ni hindi nga ako kumikilos ngayon eh. I;m wasting my time contemplating things and deciding whether i should push to the limits or end up a loser and a failure. I tried, yes, but, i didn't really exert all my efforts, That's not enough. I have other priorities, and, i don't want to be judged by others or see her again. I don;t want to get shouted at. I should be courageous like what I was before. I'm a loser. Yes I am.
♥ ☺ ♥ And that what life brings. ♥ ☺ ♥
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
The end is near.
Why does everything must come to an end? I hate endings. I hate goodbyes. I hate farewells. I hate you. I hate everything for making me feel that I belong here and I am loved. I hate this feeling because I know for sure that this bond will soon be gone. I hate this. And how stupid I am to think before that it's all right if we separate ways because I can move on with my life easily. :( But, as time goes by, and the end is nearing, I worry that I can't let them go. We're the perfect combination and I have just realized it now. Yes, I know, I regret that I didn't give importance to them before. I regret it. If I can just turn back time, I will cherish more the moments we had. How I wish I could turn back time. How I wish we would be extended. Oh, how I wish, oh how I wish. I miss them already. :(
♥ ☺ ♥ And that what life brings. ♥ ☺ ♥
♥ ☺ ♥ And that what life brings. ♥ ☺ ♥
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