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Friday, September 23, 2011

Yuki Sohma said whaaaaaat?



Yuki Sohma said...

"They say that we should love ourself first before other people to love us. But it's not easy as it seems. Sometimes, we need someone to accept us and love us first. Then, we would learn to see ourselves through that person's eyes and learn to love ourselves."


Yes. I am totally agree with you. That is why I love anime so much.I can relate to them and can dream of them. Sometimes, impossible things can be possible and you can even control the story. Not in this reality full of *hdshfvhdscvjhsdwakjs and sadness and loneliness but don't worry there' s always someone to help you surpass those bad vibes and love you though your not that bgood and you feel like you're not belong here because you're like uhhh :| not so significant person. though you're doubtful with yourself, there is always someone who can sees your worth. It could be me, or her, or Him. (((:

♥ ☺ ♥ And that what life brings. ♥ ☺ ♥

Saturday, September 10, 2011

The sudden change of the changeable mood

I might not be someone's first choice, but I am a great choice.
I may not be rich but I am valuable.
I don't pretend to be someone I'm not, because I'm good at being me.
I might not be proud of some of the things I've done in the past, but I am proud of who I am today.
I may not be perfect but I don't need to be.
Take me as I am, or watch as I walk away.

Post this if you're proud of being YOU!

I am not like that now. I don't even know if I love myself or not. I feel inferior to everything. I feel so down that even me can't love this self anymore. I am so weak. I am so low. I don't have any rights to be compared to her. I am nothing. I am NOTHING.'

That is the issue. I am of no good. I know, and i knew, that they hate me, even before. I am just a typical low quality person who exists all of a sudden and so you won't be bother by my presence. Who do I think i am? I am someone breathing here on Earth who is so forgetful, who don't have that intelligence and looks.Tthe word "cool" doesn't fit me, what more if the word is "awesome"

♥ ☺ ♥ And that what life brings. ♥ ☺ ♥

Sunday, September 4, 2011

A dialogue from Hapon 10

(She was dreaming that they are happily running together. She followed her teddy bear’s way but suddenly her teddy bear was running away from her—and it was gone)

Girl 1: Teddy! Teddy! Don’t go away from me! Teddy!
Teddy: Tedi, tedi, Watashi kara hanarete itte inai.

then she woke up)

Girl 1: (Searching for her teddy) Teddy? Teddy? Where are you teddy?(she found it) Teddy!!!! (but her teddy slowly disappearing again)

(then wake up again)

Girl 2: Hey! Calm down! You’re dreaming! Hey! Ochitsuite! Anata wa yume o mite iru! Hey!

Girl 1: ahhhhhhh! Huh! Huh! Huh! (deep breathing)

Girl 2: what’s wrong?
Nani ga warui nodeshou ka?

Girl 1: teddy! Teddy! Huhuhuhu, teddy, where are you?
Tedi! Tedi! Huhuhu. Doko ni iru no?

GIRL 2: Who’s teddy?
Dare ga tedibeadesu ka?

Girl 1: teddy, my friend.
Tedi, anata no tomadachi desu.

Girl 2: I’m here. I am your friend.
Watashi wa koko ni imasu. Watashi wa anata no yūjin ni shite imasu.

Girl 1: no! That is not you!
Anata ga sore o sa rete imasen.

Girl 2: what??! you mean, you don’t think of me as your friend? Am I not your friend?
Anata wa anata no yūjin toshite watashi no kangaete inai, imidesu ka?

Girl 1 no, bu…
Ie, shika…

Girl 2: (interrupt gilr1) How dare you?
Dono yō ni anata o aete

Girl 1: matte…

(girl 2 will leave girl 1)

Girl 1: but… you don’t understand. You are my friend, my very best friend. But Teddy is also important, it is the first gift you gave to me.
Anata wa watashi no yūjin wa, watashi no hijō ni shin'yūdesu. Shikashi, tedi sore wa watashi ni wa anata no saisho no okurimonodesu.



(She reminisces the experience shared by them)

(I am bullied before by our classmates
Watashi wa kurasumēto no mae ni ijime rarete imasu (someone will act as bully). I’m so weak that I can’t stop them from doing that.
Watashi wa, watashi wa sono koto kara, sorera o tomeru koto wa dekinai koto ga nigatedesu.I also don’t have friends to share a laugh and to depend with.
Watashi wa mata, warai o kyōyū suru yūjin o motte inaito ni izon suru. I am totally lost and alone at that time.Watashi wa kanzen ni sono toki dake de, ushinawa shite imasu. Then, you came and ask me, Tsugini, anata ga kite, watashi ni tazuneru,“why are you crying?” Naze anata wa naite iru no?I said, Watashi wa itta.“because I don’t have friends.Watashi wa yūjin o motte inai tamedesu.Nobody loves me. Nobody cares for me.” Dare mo watashi o aishite iru. Dare mo watashi no sewa. “My name is Nobody, and I am that Nobody who loves and cares you.” Watashi no namae wa dare mo ga, watashi wa daisukide, anata o ki ni suru dare mo o shite imasu. I looked at you at that time, I was so very very very happy ‘coz finally… Sono toki, watashi wa anata o mite, watashi wa hijō ni saishū-teki ni hijō ni hijō ni shiawaseda datte sa... “can you be my friend?” Anata wa watashi no yūjin koto ga dekimasu ka?" But now, is this the end? Shikashi, kon, kore de owaridesu ka? the end of our friendship? Watashi-tachi no yūjō no owari o shimeshimasu. You don’t like me now. Anata wa ima watashi o sukide wa nai. There is no teddy. Wa tedi ga arimasu There’s no you and me. anata to watashi arimasen. And I am alone again. Soshite, watashi wa futatabi ichi-nindesu

(she saw a shooting star landed near her place, then that shooting star became a fairy)

(the fairy will sing a song, probably the song of megumi from special a)

Fairy: why are you crying, oh little girl? Naze anata wa, ohaio-shū no on'nanoko nai teru no?

Girl 1: huhuhu (ignore the fairy

Fairy: do you want to be happy? Anata wa shiawase ni naritaidesu ka?

Girl 1: huhuhu (slowly move the head and look at the fairy) y…..es! ha….i!

Fairy: then come on, join me Shite watashi to issho ni, kuru.

(but girl 2 saw fairy and girl1 running but she won’t see the fairy, she only see girl 1 and she thinks that girl1 is turning to be crazy, the fairy will freeze.)

(girl 2 will be shocked, she even drop the things on her hand)

Girl 2: a…re you possessed? Anata ga motte iru?

Girl 1: (look at her for a minute) te…..teddy! (she thought that girl 2 is her teddy bear. Then, she will run towards girl 2)

Girl 2: (ask the cam, am I the teddy she calls about?) (pipigilan ung girl 1 na lumalapit sa kanya gamit ang isang daliring nakalagay sa noo, then matatauhan si girl 1 na kaibigan niya pala yun

Girl 1: f…..riend?

Girl 2: (sampalin si girl 1) you’re not my friend! Anata ga watashi no yūjin de wa arimasen!

Girl 1: I am. Atashi wa!

Girl 2: you’re not! ata ga sa rete imasen!

Girl 1: I am

Girl 2: (look at the cam, then go back to the original position) you’re not! ata ga sa rete imasen!

Girl 1: no, I’m your friend, don’t you remember me? watashi wa anata no yūjin ga, anata wa watashi o oboete inai yo? (luluhod) please, remember it! Sore o oboete kudasai

Girl 2: shocked! (walk out, run! Run! Run!) Girl 1: I am alone again, nobody loves me, nobody cares me! Watashi wa futatabi hitori, dare mo watashi o aishite, dare mo watashi o ki ni!

(fairy will come back, she will move after the freeze moment)

Fairy: hey, do you still want to follow me? To go with me? Nē, anata wa mada watashi ni shitagau koto o shitaidesu ka? Suru ni wa watashi to issho ni iku?

Girl 1: but… i’m such a fool. I lost my friend. Shikashi... Watashi wa sono yōna bakada. Watashi wa yūjin o ushinau

Fairy: if that so, then come with me. Sore ga sōnara, watashi to issho ni kuru baai

Girl 1: with you? Where? Anata to? Dokodesu ka?

(girl 1 join the fairy)

Girl 1: where are we? what is this world?
Koko de, wareware wa nanidesu ka? Kono sekai wa nanidesu ka?
Fairy: hihihi, this is the land of sufferings, hihihih. in this place, you will suffer. Hihihihihi   Hihihi, kore wa, hihihih kurushimi no tochidearu. Kono basho de, anata wa teika shimasu. Hihihihihi
Girl 1: you fooled me! Anata wa watashi o damasa rete
Fairy: no I don’t. You fooled yourself! You say you don’t have friends, right? So you’re alone. You’re lonely. You’re sad! Alone! Hihihihi. End your life! End it! End it! Here’s the thing! Kill yourself!!! Hhihihihihihihihihiii
Īe, watashi wa shinaide kudasai. Anata wa jibun o damasa rete! Anata wa tadashii, anata ga yūjin o motte inai tte? Dakara anata wa ichi-ninda. Anata wa kodokuda. Anata wa kanashii! Tandoku! Hihihihi. Anata no jinsei o shūryō! Sore o shūryō! Sore o shūryō! Koko de jūyōna pointodesu! Kiru jibun!

Girl 1: no! no! no!( cover her ears. Cry! Cry! Cry!) Īe! Īe! Īe! Īe!
Stranger: (kakalabitin ung umiiyak) te! Te! Pahinging piso te! (girl 1 will give one coin) ate , ate, dos na pala. (then, lalakasan pa ni girl 1 ang pag-iyak niya) hala, baliw na si ate, hala! (iiwanan na ng bata)

Girl 1: yeah, she was right. I’m such a fool. Nobody loves me. Nobody cares for me. I must die now. (Slave herself)….( then her mother will appear)
Yeah, kanojo wa tadashikatta. Watashi wa sono yōna baka ni shite imasu. Dare mo watashi o aishite iru. Dare mo watashi no sewa. Watashi wa ima shinu hitsuyō ga arimasu.
Mother: *the name* , (repeat 3x)
Girl 1: mo…..mother? okaa…..san!?
Mother: *the name* , why? Why are you killing yourself? Nazedesu ka? Naze anata wa jibun o koroshite iru?
Girl 1: because, mom, nobody loves me. Node, okāsan, dare mo watashi o aishite iru.
Mother: are you sure? Anata wa yoroshiidesu ka?
Girl 1: y…es h….hai!
Mother: can you prove it? Anata wa sore o shōmei suru koto ga dekimasu ka?
Girl 1: bu….t shikashi
Mother: don’t say such thing. You don’t know anything. Don’t jump into conclusion. Son'na koto o iu koto wa arimasen. Anata wa nani o shitte iru don. Ketsuron ni janpu shinaide kudasai.
Girl 1: but… where are you now? you leave me! You leave me all alone! You don’t know anything about me! You just leave me alone! Demo... Doko ni iru no? Anata wa watashi o nokoshite! Anata wa watashi ichi-nin de o makase kudasai! Anata wa nani mo shiranai
Mother: THINK! Why do I leave you? Why? To omoimasu! Naze watashi wa anata o nokoshite nodesu ka? Nazedesu ka?
Girl 1: (speechless)
Mother: don’t end up like this. Just look beyond, there are always reasons behind it. Kono yōna kōryū dakede wa arimasen. Tada sono haigo ni aru riyū wa tsuneni sonzai o koete orimasu. Don’t think you’re alone; there is always someone willing to help you. Appreciate it! When things go wrong, endure it. Fight! Don’t be so weak! Don’t lose hope. Dare ka ga anata o tasukete yorokonde tsuneni sonzai suru, anata dakeda to omou shinaide kudasai. Sore o kansha! Monogoto ga umaku ikanai toki, sore o taete iru. Faito! Hijō ni yowai koto wa ikenai! Kibō o ushinatte wa ikenai.
Girl 1: but mom…. Shikashi… okaasan
Mother: shhhhh (then slowly disappearing)
Girl 1: mooooooooooooooooooom…… okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasan

Girl 1: you’re always like that. You always leave me behind! Endure it? How? How can I endure it?  Anata wa, tsuneni sono yōna monodesu. Anata wa itsumo watashi o okizari ni shite! Gaman shi nasai? Dō yatte? Dono yō ni watashi wa sore ni taeru koto ga dekimasu ka?
(sad song)

(day.night.day.night.day. time passes by)

Girl 1: (she strives hard, study hard and continues the hard life—then she is now a doctor) (there are someone acting as doctor and patient, then after a while patient will leave) (she is now alone and she will talk to herself) I endure everything. I continue my life. But then again, I’m not yet really happy. Because nobody wants to be my friend. (Kanojo wa, hādo, kenkyū de wa, hādo doryoku shi tsuzukete kurushii seikatsu wa, kanojo wa genzai, ishadesu)(kanojo wa ima dakedeari, kanojo wa jibun jishin ni hanashi o suru)(dare ka mama ni shinagara, kanja kara no nochi, isha to kanja toshite kinō ga arimasu) Watashi wa subete o taeru. Watashi wa jibun no jinsei o tsuzukete imasu. Shikashi, sonogo, futatabi, watashi wa mada hontōni manzoku shite inai. Dare mo watashi no yūjin ni naritaikaradesu.

Girl 2: nobody loves you, nobody cares for you. My name is nobody and Nobody wants to be your friend. Dare mo anata o aishite, dare mo anata no tame ni kurō. Watashi no namae wa dare to dare mo anata no yūjin ni narita gatte iru

Girl1: J♥ ☺ ♥ And that what life brings. ♥ ☺ ♥