And there’s more, i randomly read this quote somewhere in cyberspace and it says:
Never forget your reason why you said yes; dahil kapag nagkalabo-labo na ang lahat, doon at doon ka rin babalik. (Galapon, 2012)
And now, i’m lost again. I’m tired, i know, and i need a break. Unfortunately, i must take this summer class to follow the curriculum. Andddd i don’t know if i can handle to study a major subject while involving myself in a military training that will take away sleep, rest, free time and self.
What if i say yes to this offer, kung magkataon, there’s no strong foundation to hold on. Because in the first place, i didn’t truly want this opportunity. I’m not happy. Second, i can’t find good reason why would i commit myself to this. I mean, oo, kaya ko lang namang gustong sumali ay dahil ayokong mainggit pagnagkataon. Ayokong mainggit. I know, it’s a sin. But it can’t be helped. That’s me. I want to experience everything. I want to experience every people’s experience. Buuuuut nooooow, i don’t know what to do. Please, someone, help me.
Kapag pagod ka na o kaya kapag nahihirapan ka, balik ka lang sa reason kung bakit mo tinanggap ito. (Bathan, 2012)
And yes, i’m tired. I’m tired of deciding. I’m tired of everything. I’m tired of talking to YOU. I’m tired of seeing you, face-to-face. I’m tired of hearing your voice and your nonsense. Yes, I’m tired and i don’t have any reason to look back. I guess I really am just confabulating things. :(((
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oh noooooo ;(
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